i wish i could drop 20 pounds by sleeping
I hate this everyone I know is so pretty and skinny and no matter how fucking hard I try I can’t lose any weight unless I don’t eat ugg I just want to feel pretty and be able to wear whatever I want
I miss the days of not knowing what a calorie was, and not caring about my weight, being able to eat something without having to feel bad about it later..
My thoughts drag me into the pit of depression.
My mind is self destructive.
So is my body.